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How Can I Tell You?
js@smilingwithteeth.com
It's not easy to find the words to describe how I feel about you.
In
fact, it's downright impossible! Just how do I tell you that when
I'm with
you, nothing else seems to matter? How do I convey to you how
important you
are to me? What words will do justice to these intense feelings
that I have
for you? HOW GOD DAMNED FRUSTRATING IT IS AT TIMES!! Yes, sometimes
I feel
as if I'm fighting a losing battle. When I look into your eyes,
I find
myself getting lost in the deepest reaches of your soul. I love
you but do
you even know that? Do you believe it? Do you FEEL it? Or is this
inability
of mine to tell you how much I love you just another thing that
I cannot do
correctly? Sometimes, I just want to bang my fucking head through
a brick
wall, because I am so poor at using the English language, so fucking
helpless at times that I need to be at my best.
Do other guys have this same problem as I, or do they just exhume
confidence along with an ability to tell their lady how much she
means to
him? Should I write a poem to tell you? Should I get up on a soapbox
and
make a speech? Perhaps it's not what I do best. Maybe I should
just admit
defeat. So if I cannot tell you, perhaps I should show you. I
know I can do
that. "Honey, may I spank you?"
The End
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